downpour

it started with a mere instax camera
to a jolly sweet chocolate house dinner
followed by a joyful night of dancing fountain
to a exhausting hike of broga
to a lovely sunset of pd
to a nice long run around putrajaya
to a sky floor in subang
to a fast adrenalin rush on rollerblade
continue with light melawati kebab in front Putra mosque
with a mouth full of white grape mint flavor for wrap up

-things you promise
-things i asked
-things we want
-things dont happen
-us happened
-separation happens
-you and i happen
we dont last, because i'm not equipped to handle heartbreak, again and again
promises after promises
deals after deals
paycheck after paycheck
and siblings after siblings

i am sorry
truly am

call me a hypocrite or just plain stupid
some people like babies, i see a fragile time bomb that my hand couldn't handle

its been  7 years
i've known you for 9

if this dont work, go away. please