Fwd: Booty call

I woke up late. Sbb smlm i terlupa kunci jam. Then im late for my class. My lecturer pg td scary and i hate her.
2. So i kene buat construction assessment dkt site. But then, my group still x dpt any project. So we dont have anything to present on this thursday.
3. Cafe kolej i tutup
So this makcik charge me rm4.50 for nasi yg sgt sikit and sayur. Seriously??? X sdp pn dia masak.
4. I stay at lib during lunch time to stdy for today test. But i x sedar dah dkt 2jam i dkt lib, almost missed my second class.
5. I thought nk pergi lari ptg sbb stress la konon and try my new running shoes. End up i got a blister!!!!!!!!
6. Thought of calling my bf to tell all this, end up whatsapping (you) bcs my bf too busy to answ my call and rep my msg.
Done

real world

You know that some people can just open up to their parents their mom on every matter? Well, not me for sure. I hate crying in front of my parents. My mum to be exact. I always ‘enveloped’ my feelings and wrapped them nicely. I don’t know why.

I’m having problems with my final year project. It may seem small. Bu at first it means the world to me. I cant  cope with it. Almost breakdown and cry. I need to do 286 sample size. So I freak out. Typical me. But then, I just told zaidi everything (because he was the first person I saw). Then I realized my problem can be solved. I think so. Then I walked home. And kept on thinking about this. And suddenly I laugh. I laugh so hard, because finally I’m serious about study and I was worried about something important. And I don’t even feel any stress after that.

So I read on twitter, that they need to talk to their parents to ease their problems away. But not me, I cant call my parents when I’m stress. I’m prone to cry. And I cannot cry. Because I always believe that they have much more important things to be worried. But maybe because I’m just being egoistic. Then I just tell myself that none of the things I do will matter if I don’t get the job done. So I just suck it up, finished my work and sleep at 6.00am.

Case close, no tears, job well done J

selamat hari lahir

untuk tahun ketiga ini, saya mintak satu je.

tolong bawak pergi tengok fountain menari dekat klcc on my birthday. anyone.

i dont request for flowers, nor i want a shoes

i just want that moment to be us two

--tak kisah la us two tu siapa. kahkahkahkahkah

untuk cakap

hanya nak cakap
nak macbeth pink tu

hanya nak cakap
sampai bila nak perasan dekat dia tu

hanya nak cakap
when i'll find something more interesting to do

hanya nak cakap
sometimes life gave up on me because i choose too

hanya nak cakap
im bored right now

hanya nak cakap
seronok ke kene sanjung being pretty like other girls do

hanya nak cakap
nak share dengan siapa on my days, my things and other links if youre to busy with your works too


--balik swimming haritu
A: seronok la duduk tepi tasik camni. rasa calm gile kan. i can just sit here and watch this everyday
B: memang la. sebab kau lain sikit. pelik
A: lain macam mana?
B: sebab kau ni sebenarnya sentimental. ala ala romantik konon. very subtle beside your character
A:you sound so gayyyyy


-----subtle, sentimental, romantic.
gay